❰ adalia actually thinks about that for a second, blinking at alacruun as she considers the question, before she shakes her head. ❱
No, I like you better like this.
❰ of course, there's something to be said for how much she enjoys arguing with him, and the little thrills that run through her when he's staring at her all intensely. and the idea of what he could do with those arms if he was pushed —
but no, that's all just stuff she likes when she's in a mood. ❱
I feel like you have to be less of a dirty secret. I don't have to worry that people know we're close, if you're not obviously out to destroy the world.
❰ destroy, enslave, tomato tomahto. ❱
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❰ again, adalia waves her hand in front of her, waving away his words. ❱
Unimportant. And any bit of monster is too much monster, you're ridiculous.
❰ with the clear implication that if alacruun is not a complete monster, it's only by a slim margin, and it still counts enough for adalia to consider him the villain of her story. just no longer so villainous she has to worry that anyone who knows they interact will hate her. ❱
Point is —
❰ she sways abruptly forward, overbalancing and shooting her hand out to support herself on alacruun's chest before she can faceplant against him again. ❱
Point is... You're better like this. I feel safer.
❰ adalia's hand hasn't moved from alacruun's chest. ❱
Well, me making you safe is an improvement. We're practically to whow I remember things now.
[ He's... a bit dry with that remark and he might be being a touch bratty. But he's a bit touched at the same time. He's not really used to making people safe, but she's probably the one person he'd honestly like to extend that courtesy too. Even if it is mostly for his own warped reasons and sense of ownership.
He steadies her with a hand, sounding a touch more amused. ]
Well, yes, but what does that have to do with anything, ❰ says adalia, vaguely offended at the implication that her being drunk means she's saying something she shouldn't. doing things she shouldn't, almost certainly, hello alacruun's lap, but she hasn't said one thing that isn't factually true. or at least subjectively true, his safeness can't really be objective fact when it depends on her feelings —
point is, he has slandered her person, and adalia is Offended. ❱
Am I not allowed to get drunk, now? Everything is terrible, isn't getting drunk how people deal with things being terrible?
You're allowed to get drunk. Did I say you weren't?
[ He clicks his tongue disapprovingly. ]
I'm simply pointing out that your judgement might be a bit... impaired. That's all.
[ He brushes a few stray strands of hair out of her face with a low sigh. This is always difficult. Especially for him, because while it would be the easiest thing in the world (or would've been, anyway) to try and reach into her head and simply change her perception of him, that would've seemed - well. It wouldn't have been her, would it?
Why does he let his emotions get the best of him in this case? He doesn't know. It's a question he still asks himself from time to time. ]
I'm trying to look out for you. That's all. But you're absolutely free to make your choices, as you see fit. I'm certainly not going to stop you.
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Date: 2018-05-15 02:38 am (UTC)No, I like you better like this.
❰ of course, there's something to be said for how much she enjoys arguing with him, and the little thrills that run through her when he's staring at her all intensely. and the idea of what he could do with those arms if he was pushed —
but no, that's all just stuff she likes when she's in a mood. ❱
I feel like you have to be less of a dirty secret. I don't have to worry that people know we're close, if you're not obviously out to destroy the world.
❰ destroy, enslave, tomato tomahto. ❱
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Date: 2018-05-15 02:51 am (UTC)[ Alacruun sniffs indignantly. ]
Least of all this one. It's not mine. I barely belong here. So why would I want to destroy it?
[ He leans back in his chair slightly, giving her a bit more distance. ]
Give me some credit, dearest. I'm not a complete monster.
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Date: 2018-05-15 02:58 am (UTC)Unimportant. And any bit of monster is too much monster, you're ridiculous.
❰ with the clear implication that if alacruun is not a complete monster, it's only by a slim margin, and it still counts enough for adalia to consider him the villain of her story. just no longer so villainous she has to worry that anyone who knows they interact will hate her. ❱
Point is —
❰ she sways abruptly forward, overbalancing and shooting her hand out to support herself on alacruun's chest before she can faceplant against him again. ❱
Point is... You're better like this. I feel safer.
❰ adalia's hand hasn't moved from alacruun's chest. ❱
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Date: 2018-05-15 03:35 am (UTC)[ He's... a bit dry with that remark and he might be being a touch bratty. But he's a bit touched at the same time. He's not really used to making people safe, but she's probably the one person he'd honestly like to extend that courtesy too. Even if it is mostly for his own warped reasons and sense of ownership.
He steadies her with a hand, sounding a touch more amused. ]
You're also inebriated.
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Date: 2018-05-15 04:01 am (UTC)point is, he has slandered her person, and adalia is Offended. ❱
Am I not allowed to get drunk, now? Everything is terrible, isn't getting drunk how people deal with things being terrible?
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Date: 2018-05-15 04:29 am (UTC)[ He clicks his tongue disapprovingly. ]
I'm simply pointing out that your judgement might be a bit... impaired. That's all.
[ He brushes a few stray strands of hair out of her face with a low sigh. This is always difficult. Especially for him, because while it would be the easiest thing in the world (or would've been, anyway) to try and reach into her head and simply change her perception of him, that would've seemed - well. It wouldn't have been her, would it?
Why does he let his emotions get the best of him in this case? He doesn't know. It's a question he still asks himself from time to time. ]
I'm trying to look out for you. That's all. But you're absolutely free to make your choices, as you see fit. I'm certainly not going to stop you.